a little discouraged...

i kind of stopped blogging because i didn't think anyone read it but i decided to give it another try. i just saw a friends picture on facebook and she just finished her first year of PA school and she got her white coat. So when i saw the picture of her in the coat i was excited for her but really sad for myself. Getting into PA school is hard and frustrating and i want to give up. Unfortunately that isn't an option because as frustrated and discouraged as i am i hate where i am in life more. i have a mediocre job, i live my parents where i sleep in a bunk bed and i have a degree that is no good. PA school is my only hope but it's not exciting as it once was........ I really want to start my pracitce before i'm 40!